Tuesday, 16 December 2014

It has long ceased to surprise many that poverty and pressure shortens life expectancy, and this strengthens people tolerance, if not frozens their sympathy into indifference to a matter of life and death as such. A tightening budget usually accompanies a loosening belt. Obesity is prevalent to the bottom of the society. A light purse comes long working hours and invites little sleep. All these symptoms as well as side-effect of poverty, ignored by the government and general public, are palpably riddled in many aspects of our daily life. Given the fact that my mom still works as a waitress in a Shanghai restaurant around the clock to for little more than the minimum wage, plus a two month holiday living at my tiny ripped room yearly, I am still, fortunately and regularly alarmed by how 60% of the Hong Kongers actually live. Not that I am rich now, but I am only free of the cage only at the tremendous expense of my mom and dad. And this is a good reminder and contrast to living in a bubble and mingling with blue-blood who takes elitist education and many other luxury for granted. 

Even one has a shelter (like a public estate in which I has been living since birth) in Hong Kong, which is an enviable luxury now, it is not that promising when it comes to health . It is quite complacently true that I have never encounter any rats yet and the frequency of cockcockes self-inviting themselves into my kitchen is still way less than Indian slums. To a flat that is directly opposite to two tall garbage bins, hygiene was maintained by daily meticulous clean-up (Thanks, dad and mom.) and so it has not been that bad. But what more invidious is the invisible second-handed smoke that wafts from my close neighbour and fill my lung. There is very little I can do.



Tuesday, 9 December 2014

Desmond did quite well tonight in learning a vocabulary table tonight, to the delight of me and Dad. We have finally made some progress after months. I hope a minor success tonight will repose more confidence in him, of which he has none, and to to whom is most important at the moment. 

In many ways I think Desmond is a better person than I am. He is more generous, selfless, and caring about his families. But he has also been a victim of my mom manifest preference to me since boyhood. He has handled it quite well but fails to hide his disappointment sometimes. 

Dad is grateful for my decision I can tell, I should say in what he will call a sacrifice, was beyond his expectation. Anyway I only have one brother in my life. Fate wills us to meet. I cherish such chance, and only see it as a fortune to have a brother of such great character. 

My academic work has long been put side since I left Adelaide. I have not read much for the past two weeks. Only Elie Wiesel "Night" and a few speeches. Having just started the Alain de Botton "essays in love", a light-hearted collection of prose revolving around his philosophical thoughts and his personal amorous experience. It does not bring many ideas in a way we see the world. But the way he wrote was indeed interesting and deserved to be learnt from.